So it was another very bad night. Each time I think I couldn't feel any worse, but I always surprise myself. I think because I put myself out there and trust him once again and then he just shatters my heart. Despite how devastated and heartbroken I was last night, I am feeling better today.
I realized that I surrendered my life completely over to God and asked him for help. I told him to help me make the changes I need so I could have peace and happiness. The marriage should have been over a long time ago but I kept holding on, hoping for change. I realize that things are not going to change and this is God's sign telling me that it is time to move on so I can be happy.
I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off of me and I have faith that God is leading me in the right direction.
xo Sparkles
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